Saturday, December 12, 2009 | 10:23 PM
When you're nineteen, you become a fishball.
Familiar format huh? Cus I'm the other half :) The Farahin half! Hahaha.
Happy nineteenthsy bitsy. Today is another twelfth. I swear I didn't realize it cus things are happening too quickly for us yes? Hols will be over soon, you'll be starting work soon and everyth is just happening too quickly. Eee I don't like! But I would love for it all to be over till 2018 thought :) Hehe shy.
Anyways, thank you for just now. Technically not only just now but for everyth in the past nineteen months and the few months before!! You're seriously too nice a person. Except when it comes to fishballs -.- Mean mean mean. That's the only thing you must improve uh you. Tsk.
Not forgetting the wearing-the-same-thing-by-fate part too. Hate much!!!!!!!!!!!
And don't laugh at me when I rock on chairs la pls.
Fun yknow.
I'm now stressing cus I bet you got a long long post for me but mine is just plain crap. I apologize cus I really can't think now. You make me speechless :D Aww corneh huh? Enough now. Hehe. Very shy to say a lot of things here.
I'm ending my post here, I'm honestly terrified to see your post. Yeeeps.
I love youuuuuuuuuuuu.
(BIG BIG HEARTZ)
Sunday, November 22, 2009 | 12:17 AM
well, there is a reason i'm here.
i wanna apologize, to the girl who has made my life worth livimg. To the girl who has righted my man wrongs. The girl who has been showering me with all the love in the world.
i know you must've been looking forward to 23/11 cos we've got a date. but now you'd hafta wait all the way til 28/11. yeeps. that sure as hell is still far far away. ._.
whatever it is, you know that i have always and will always love you with all my heart, the way i have been doing since day one. these small small obstacles that we face will make us stronger and it would definitely be good practice for the years to come before 2018.
this post is meant for you. read it when you're feeling down okay? remember all the great times that we had whenever you feel like the world is failing you.
inevitably, we would both definitely be missing each other very much, i dont avoid that fact. yes, i am having my own doubts bout going over now, but you seem very supportive of it so i've decided to go for it, and also to give it my all, make you proud.
please, i beg you, hold on to your words yeah? i feel terrible as it is and i hope it doesnt go to the extent that you cry yeah? i know it'll be tough for you, but please, muster that additional strength from wherever yeah? we can do this, i just know that we can.
thursday evening-ish, i'll already be back yeah honey? i look forward to hear how your days went and also to share with you how my days were and what happened yeah? four days sure is a long time, but we sure have what it takes.
though we'll be hundreds of kilometers apart you know that i am always thinking you in all that i do. you know that though we're so freaking far away from each other, i still am loving you alot as though we were never separated and as though we were tgh all along. distance makes the heart fonder yes? is that even the right phrase? ._.
though we're far apart, you knw that you can count on me to be taking good care of myself and making the right decisions the same way i've got that faith in you yeah hun? i will come back on thursday evening, and you must be there fine and in he pink of health.
please take very good care of yourself, i cannot afford to let anything happen to you, my dear. if anybody from the cube happens to read this, do me a huge favour, please take very good care of Farahin, and be there for her when i can't. thanks in advance!
do remember the promise that you made me yeah honey? we must be helping each other. its super tough to be going, really. dont be sad okay? i should be back quicker than you expect it.
through those four days, do not forget how much this boy right here loves you and how much this by needs you. as well as how much you mean to this boy.
farahin, you are my everything. sorry that things happened this way. i love you alot, i really do.
please dont forget me, or cry, when i'm away.
Saturday, September 12, 2009 | 9:10 PM
Hi N’s blog!
To those reading this, I haven’t told N anything about blogging for him so let’s keep it this way till he finds out for himself yeah?
I happened to be here and a sudden guilt rushed through my body.
On February 7th, I actually said “I'm gonna keep this blog alive until I do not have the ability to do so then."
Sorry honey, I only just realized.
Let’s get to something very important now!
Happy sixteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeenth :D
Old? And loving it.
The older we get, the tougher things will be too yes?
Just like the uglier we will be with all the wrinkles.
Hehe.
But you’ll still love me even with wrinkles yes?!
Yes?!
You better do, man.
Today might be the last day we spend our few hours together.
You better start mugging your ass off I tell you.
Or I’ll use a shovel to get you started.
Teehee.
Start with N.
What has he been up to?
Hmm idk, seriously I don’t.
Always running around here and there.
Being more gay by the second.
Kinda scary sometimes, but what can I do?
He’s still my N aye.
Hahaha.
Till next time, though next time’s still far.
Eoys up ahead for me, prelims for N.
Goodnight.
I love N. ♥
Wednesday, September 09, 2009 | 3:09 AM
its an overload.
too many things too little time.
insufficient energy.
annoying people.
the blizzard goes on, but still they must fly.no one should go, where eagles dareThey dared to go where no one would tryThey chose to fly where eagles dareSo understandDont waste your time alwaysSearching for those wasted yearsFace up... make your standAnd realise youre living in the golden years
Wednesday, September 02, 2009 | 8:47 PM
"When Love And Hate Collide"
You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Instead of slamming down the phone girl, for the hundredth time
I got your number on my wall, but I ain't gonna make that call
When divided we stand baby, united we fall
Got the time got a chance gonna make it
Got my hands on your heart gonna take it
All I know I can't fight this flame
You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby, time after time
Without you
One night alone Is like a year without you baby
Do you have a heart of stoneWithout you
Can't stop the hurt insideWhen love and hate collide
I don't wanna fight no more, I don't know what we're fighting for
When we treat each other baby, like an act of war
I could tell a million lies and it would come as no surprise
When the truth is like a stranger, hits you right between the eyes
There's a time and a place and a reason
And I know I got a love to believe in
All I know got to win this time
[Repeat Chorus]
[SOLO]
You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby...
Crazy...
Crazy
Without you
One night alone
Is like a year without you baby
Do you have a heart of stone
Without you
One night alone
Is like a year without you baby
If you have a heart at all
Without you
Can't stop the hurt inside
When love and hate collide
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 | 7:01 PM
i am sorry.really i am.
Friday, June 05, 2009 | 11:18 PM
happy?
hope ypucan sleep now lol.
Familiar format huh? Cus I'm the other half :) The Farahin half! Hahaha.